What do you experience and need to have, again and again and again?
When it is
You feel that ache.
The one that starts in your insides
and spreads outward, covering and entering every part of you..
It feels like everything that has ever brought you joy
has left you...
you are alone...
and you are not the you that you used to know, and love
Even though it's a complete and utter lie.
Your everything tells you it's true.
It's difficult to not believe.