Monday, October 18, 2010

I Wouldn't.

Sometimes feelings are so big.
Making us think that there is nothing else
and nowhere
and no one.....

else.

Just the one thing
from where the feeling comes.

So big that it fills out all of my edges
and nooks and crannies.
It's warmth oozing in every space...
that for now...
it's all I see.

All I want to see.

Feelings, tempting me to keep my eyes
focused only on

it.

Such a delicious
languid
yummy
thing.

Knowing that feelings and moments and certain kinds of joys
are not forever
but are just for special
secret
magical

moments


Brings me joy.
and
Brings me sorrow

all at the same time.

If you knew that your yummy, delicious, precious, languid, amazing moment

were just for a little while,
and that losing it would bring pain

would you forgo the joy it brings?

I wouldn't.