there are people
shadows of heartfelt memories
in my heart
my heart longs for people it has loved.
it hurts to think that i am not
is that possible?
Why is it feasable for my heart to allow relationships to alter ?
find a new place or definition.
yet for them
it is not.
my heart longs for
their eyes. their voices.
their intentions. their families. their values.
their songs. their views. their laughter. their magic.
i miss them.
i miss many.
i have been priveledged to have experienced.
i wonder if they even know that their
absence in my life is felt
not everyone feels as i do.
once a relationship fails to fit in the box we purchased it in
it is released
not how I feel.
feeling this way.