saying goodbye is difficult for me.
even when it is clear to
that goodbye is the right course of action.
i often get commended for keeping in touch with people I have known.
i am quite good at it.
If I do say so myself.
but what they don't know
girl that lives within me
and being left behind by those i have been loved by.
i know. im working on it.
i reach out to people i have loved
when i love someone
i never don't.
a hard concept for some to imagine.
yet, it seems within the
joys of possibility
can take many forms. and can shift. or change. or learn to be. something new.
an occasional but real connection.
it has taken me quite awhile to see that
there are people who don't see it this way
when a relationship alters, it is gone. for good.
well, i have made best friends and kept them
because my affinity for them
has an iron grip.
i wouldn't change it
for the world.
but there are hazzards in the practice.
and i have to be reminded
that there are some
people that i have loved
would be wise to